Music...the calmer of my soul

It never ceases to amaze me how that I can think I have the corner of the market on a problem or situation and I stumble across (or more likely the Lord makes me trip on) a song that spells out how I feel completely! Anyway...the Lord has struck again.... Here is Barlow Girls' "Never Alone"

I waited for you today
But you didn't show
No no.
I needed you today
So where did you go?
You told me to call
Said you'd be there
And though I haven't seen you
Are you still there?

Chorus
I cried out with no reply
And I can't feel you by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
You're here and I'm never alone

And though I cannot see you
And I can't explain why
Such a deep reassurance
You've placed in my life.
We cannot separate
'Cause you're part of me.
And though you're invisible
I'll trust the unseen.

Chorus

More pics.... :D

Jeremy and I



My mom and I


Jeremy (my bro.)

New Portraits

Glory- almost 4



My folks.....




Levi- 20 months

Early morning/midnight sleeplessness...

I have been thinking a lot lately about just why I want to teach.... I have a paper due in August on this topic for part of my application into the Elementary Education program at Emmaus. Anyway as I was playing with Glory earlier today I started thinking about it some more. We were playing playdough and I casually threw in a lesson on fractions teaching her 1/2's and 1/4's. She loved it and had no idea that we were doing math... This is why I want to teach- children are like little dry sponges, soaking up every little bit of knowledge that you send their way.

But saying that- why do most children hate school by time they are in upper elementary school? I remember when school became a drudgery for me- and I hadn't been in it that long... So is the problem our teachers? Or our children? Or our parents? Why are some of our children graduating from High school and not able to hold down a steady job or even read or do simple math? And does the National Government have too much control of what goes on in the classroom? Why can't learning be fun anymore? What happens to the child to make them hate going to school- when they loved learning as pre-schoolers? Is there a magic answer to all of these questions? I know people have been striving towards the best means of educating their children ever since education began but why have we gone downhill instead of bettering ourselves? I don't know...

Well y'all now know what fills my head at 3am and causes me not to be able to sleep.... so now that its all here on my screen it will have left my brain and perhaps I will be able to sleep....?